As you knew from the journal I made a few days ago, on Monday; I went to the doctors and I have a mouler poking out of the back of my gums.
Dotors; Well basically we went in there (me and my mum) and we told my doctor what was up First it was about my back and how it ached all the time/when I do a lot of physical work and he just recommended a few of those stretches/positions to lay in and whatever. Which doesn't really help... but whatever. And then I told him about my mental state and he gave me pills. HAHA slap some pills in there and everything all better right?!
Mouler; I don't have money. I have hardly any money at all. Practically none... So, if my mouler starts hurting like a bitch I hav to suck it up and risk it rotting or something. LOL Which isn't fun... blegh.
And, on the 21 my dogs getting her first professional picture taken. C: She's nearing ten, and that's old for her breed of dog! GAH. So a professional dude is coming to this dog food factor just outside of my town and taking pictures for FREE. FREE. My favourite word right now... But the catch is that they'll ask you if you want any more pictures on the side and show you this whole display and everything. So I might get tempted to buy a couple aside of the free one.
Hey, as little amount a money I have I'm willing to put more out for my dog. She deserves it after all her loyal years and how much she's gone through over her years of life.
So don't bitch at me for complaining about not having money when I'm spending what I DO have on my dog. She's like my child, it's a necessary thing to do. I feel anyway.
Anddddddd; those pills have made me weird over the last few days. So... if I said something fucked up to you, sorry. It messes with your brain for the first week or two so, I'm not myself kinda. But I feel a bit of a change kinda. I'm a little happier I think. But more tired. :/ So haha... Anyway, that's it.
Thanks to all who said good luck and best wishes~ ;3; I love you all~
Especially ~Kazekoh and my mum, who've been a real big help with my anxiety issues...
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1. New GOOD Journal CSS 2. Clear Gallery of Crap 3. Work on Resume and GET A JOB 4. Get Drivers License: G1 - G2 - G
It's so late at night. It's 4:02am and I'm still awake. While the rest of the family sleeps, I'm dreaming with eyes wide open of a future I know must be true. A future where I smile every day and am at a loss for words over.
I'm sweating, even though the breeze outside in the night is chilled and bitter. I feel an aching in the back of my throat as I hold down tears and vomit. Afraid it will errupt from the back of my throat.
Why am I sick? Could be a number of combinations. Could be a bad mixture of foods. Could be a flu bug. I thing its because I'm sick with worry and greif. Sadness enough to make the world cry.
Wanting something your family thinks is wrong hurts. Deep down it really does. Espeshally when that something makes you the happiest person in the world...
The happiest person who twists and turns in bed at the thought of your touch, your taste. Your sight, your sound. I lie awake, eager ans scared. Scared I might be given the choice between them and you.
I want to love you more than words can say. I love you baby.
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Ignore that. Just midnight time wasting. Maybe I'll become a writter. ;D
Explanation: I know I owe a lot of people a lot of gratitude and all for over the years and all. So I'm going to dedicate this little box to advertising anything my friends need here. Commissions, design selling, anything important.
Keep in mind though that I don't HAVE to. c: I will if you ask nicely.
P a g e is U p d a t e d E v e r y D a y
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~Ctrl-Alt-69 is selling some pretty sweet designs for real cheap. Go ahead and check them out here! She also does commissions I believe, so if you want some awesome MSPaint art that's top quality, don't be shy to request, her prices are cheap and inexpensive. Her commission info is here!
=PR0MIS3 is taking commissions for a very very cheap price. You can't find these kinda deals anywhere else. 8D She's raising money to help pay something important off. Not to buy anything, to pay something off. For more information about her commissions, I'm not sure exactly where her info is, but there is information on her front page here! Go on, it's top quality and for cheap. GOH NAO. D<
~Wolveswar is an awesome artist with a very interesting and unique style. She offers awesome commissions for ONLY $2-6 depending on the type. If your asking me, THAT is a great deal. 8D ALSO check out her website Here! Go go go go and see for awesome arts. 8D
More to come, I just need to figure out who wants/needs stuff.
Explanation: This is where I shall post any art that is sitting around in my folder, waiting to either be finished or coloured. Or whatever. You can come along and say 'OH THAT ONES COOL', and I'll do it. But I won't do ANY/ALL of the ones you suggest. So don't come along saying 'DO THEM ALL 83'. Because I won't... xD
Some will already be-being worke don. So dun worry, you win either way. xD
Unfinished/Discontinued Peices:
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